I DIDNT WANT TO START THIS MESSAGE ON THE WRONG NOTE.BUT I NEED HELP BAD. IM A AFATHER WHO NEEDS TO GO BACK TO WORK SO I CAN SUPPORT MY CHILDREN.MY WIFE IS THE ONLY ONE WORKING BECAUSE I HAD TO QUITE MY JOB TO TAKE CARE OF MY FIRST BORN DUE TO A HEART CONDITION.THANK GOD SHE IS ALL BETTER NOW AND WEVE ADDED ONE MORE TO OUR FAMILLY SENSE THEN. I HAVE FALLEN INTO A RUT IN THIS NEW LIFE AND CAN NOT DIG MYSELF OUT THIS TIME.I BECAME VERY DEPRESSED AND STARTED USING DRUGS, I KNOW, STUPID,STUPID, STUPID!!!! BUT SOMETIMES PEOPLE WILL DO ANYTHING THEY CAN TO STOP THE PAIN AND SUFFERING NOT KNOWING THAT THIS WAY OF LIFE CAUSES EVEN MORE SUFFERING, WELL NEEDLESS TO SAY, IM 4.5 YEARS CLEAN WITH THE HELP OF METHADONE, BUT THE METHADONE HAS DESTROYED MY TEETH AND I HAVE NO WAY TO FIX THEM, I APPLY FOR JOBS ON THE PHONE AND I LOVE WHAT THEY HEAR BUT WHEN I GET TO THE JOB SITE AND THEY SEE MY TEETH THEY ALL SAT THE SAME THING, WELL CALL YOU SOON, OR OH!! YOU JUST MISSED IT, WE JUST HIRED ANOTHER WORKERS SON OR NEIFEW, IF YOU COULD JUST FEEL THE SHAME I FEEL AND THE HURT IN MY SOUL MAYBE SOMEONE COULD UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL. PLEASE SOMEONE HELP, WE HAVE NO MONEY, NOTHING..
I WAS RAISED NOT TO BEG, BUT IM BEGGING!!! PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME.
IM SORRY FOR THIS LONG LETTER, I JUST HAVE NO WHERE TO TURN, THANKYOU FOR YOUR TIME READING THIS, BE GOOD, BE SAFE...COMMING BACK TO LIFE...
